Hello everyone.
Verizon Status of the Day: This internet thing has hit a new record low. Out of approximately one week, it has been up for less than one minute.
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I came to a somewhat-expected realization today. Even though it was somewhat-expected, it was still a little surprising. I realize right now that people reading this are annoyed at me because I haven’t yet told them what my realization was. Patience, impatient readers; I have a little story before I tell you.
I love my boyfriend. More than anyone [including myself] will ever know. We have been together for almost one year, and it has been one of the best times of my life so far. He changed me into a better person, helped me through some tough s**t, and helped me view myself in a more positive light. He is the best friend; the only one I’d ever want.
Okay, so now it’s time for my realization. [For those who skipped that to read this part, as my friend tom would say: DEATH!][J]
My realization was this: that I have fallen even deeper in love with this amazing angel of mine. I used to just be in love with him. I mean, I loved him a dazzlingly large amount before, but now; it’s different. I love him on a different level. It’s deeper. I realize that I don’t trust many, but him I now realize I trust completely. This is a little scary for someone like me, but going out on a branch, knowing full well that I could fall and that branch could snap, doesn’t seem so scary since it is my angel that I’m trusting. I realize now that our relationship is much more different than the superficial high school drama ones that I see around me so often. I mean, the bond is there [most of the time] but it isn’t deep enough to last a lifetime. I think ours is. I have faith in us, and my psychic dreams aren’t usually wrong [ask my friends]. I realize now that lying in his arms is the only place I want to be. It literally is paradise. My personal heaven. If I died, that would be my Summerland. It is now.
I look forward to the days when we live together; when we can do whatever we want; where we don’t have to hide our feelings for each other. I look forward to laughing with him at tacky Sci-Fi channel horror movies late at night. I look forward to falling asleep in his arms every night. I look forward to waking up at my first sight being his beautiful face.
His beauty transcends the superficial. It stretches through his personality; his soul. He possesses a unique beauty that is one of the most amazing things with which I have ever come into contact. It is a blessing knowing him. My angel once said: Every time you look at me, w/ your loving eyes and beautiful smile, my dream comes true. A dream is knowing you. Heaven is being loved by you. I’m in love with you and always will be.♥
Take my hand,
Take my whole life, too
‘Cause I can’t help falling in love with you.
-[some older song]
Verizon Status of the Day: This internet thing has hit a new record low. Out of approximately one week, it has been up for less than one minute.
~~~
I came to a somewhat-expected realization today. Even though it was somewhat-expected, it was still a little surprising. I realize right now that people reading this are annoyed at me because I haven’t yet told them what my realization was. Patience, impatient readers; I have a little story before I tell you.
I love my boyfriend. More than anyone [including myself] will ever know. We have been together for almost one year, and it has been one of the best times of my life so far. He changed me into a better person, helped me through some tough s**t, and helped me view myself in a more positive light. He is the best friend; the only one I’d ever want.
Okay, so now it’s time for my realization. [For those who skipped that to read this part, as my friend tom would say: DEATH!][J]
My realization was this: that I have fallen even deeper in love with this amazing angel of mine. I used to just be in love with him. I mean, I loved him a dazzlingly large amount before, but now; it’s different. I love him on a different level. It’s deeper. I realize that I don’t trust many, but him I now realize I trust completely. This is a little scary for someone like me, but going out on a branch, knowing full well that I could fall and that branch could snap, doesn’t seem so scary since it is my angel that I’m trusting. I realize now that our relationship is much more different than the superficial high school drama ones that I see around me so often. I mean, the bond is there [most of the time] but it isn’t deep enough to last a lifetime. I think ours is. I have faith in us, and my psychic dreams aren’t usually wrong [ask my friends]. I realize now that lying in his arms is the only place I want to be. It literally is paradise. My personal heaven. If I died, that would be my Summerland. It is now.
I look forward to the days when we live together; when we can do whatever we want; where we don’t have to hide our feelings for each other. I look forward to laughing with him at tacky Sci-Fi channel horror movies late at night. I look forward to falling asleep in his arms every night. I look forward to waking up at my first sight being his beautiful face.
His beauty transcends the superficial. It stretches through his personality; his soul. He possesses a unique beauty that is one of the most amazing things with which I have ever come into contact. It is a blessing knowing him. My angel once said: Every time you look at me, w/ your loving eyes and beautiful smile, my dream comes true. A dream is knowing you. Heaven is being loved by you. I’m in love with you and always will be.♥
Take my hand,
Take my whole life, too
‘Cause I can’t help falling in love with you.
-[some older song]
Our love can only grow. You are mine, and I am your's. Forever.
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